cherrypixel says:know whats worse? to walk away from people who grew up with you, cared and know you best.
Nothing has ever troubled me so much since + drifting from those really close to me, yes I am sure to spent these four months though i really hope things change or maybe its just God's plan for me to take thngs at a much easier pace. Memories & friends, i finally understood how much it really means. It makes me feel like crying everytime thoughts flood my mind.
I am stuck in between myraids of emotions that i just cant handle. Friends, though they may seem temporary, they mean the most to me and its hard to leave them in time to come. Yuck. You know people always say when you have opportunity, grab it and make ful use of it.
I guess some great opportunities holds much sacrifices, i mean alot. I hate scarifices, i hate goodbyes. who does anyway but acceptance in what comes my way is hard, absolutely. oh freak, im actually tearing as i type. please do not ask me what has happen or what this is about. I want to keep it low for now.
Anyway, I havent been updating on a daily basis. School has been taking up so much of my time. But its alright, I feel so productive aftersession of sure to excel. I simply love my sweetest churchies, they make me aww like crazy i miss them.
I have been out so late the past continuous days
so okay tomorrow is back to dating the textbooks
forget me not