The valentines thing is driving me nuts over nuts over the edge. It isnt as nice as last year's one but its the thought that counts doesnt it? I am trying my best to make it look presentable and arty as possible cause thats the way i like things done, perfectly. I went town with kristal after i had lunch with ms ong. The worst part was going there made it worse, i completely messed up the valentines thing badly. I am like frickenly grumbling intensively at myself now.
thrash these self-talkness
had a great time and catch up with my dearest kristal. My fingers are really numb as i thump hard against each key -sighs. I had the personal time with ms ong which she requested to have with everyone of us. And and to my (ohmygosh) surprise, she like spent a great deal of time talking to me about relationships. I was really shocked, in a weird way.
teacher + student + talk abt relationships = very odd
get the picture? very observant indeed, i am, still very surprised. I am feeling very sick now my gosh. Not lovesick mind you, but sick sick. I might not even be able to turn up at school tomorrow. Should be happy or what?
Today didnt quite turn out to be a very 'manda's day'. Everything seemed to be opposing me. I signed up for chinese language basics, given much support from mum. yes, i was, very thrilled to be there as having free periods to concentrate on other subjects was a bliss rather than talking china language. So, i excitedly left the classroom to join the rest for free period baby! Then, like far beyond the first period, laoshi sent gab up to find me and and said I couldnt join clb because i passed chinese test by a mark. Freakin piss me off big time, but i admit i was happy like a turtle-in-a-shell that i passed unexpectedly. so bye bye chinese basics.
tomorrow i will see alot of red hearts, pink hearts and lovey-dovey couples.
kiss kiss to all out there, love ya