The stress is hitting me and my rashes are getting on me. -curse curse curse Well, at least im half done with all my studying for chem that im bound to flung. Schoolwork is occupying my beloved time. I guess I still have gotten over that holiday mood since the past week. hmmms maths paper was quite a flick that i didnt expected it -ho ho ho

Caught I not stupid with clara on saturday and the storyline should be given credits to be focusing on reality : meaningful with comedical flicks. The public caning gave me shudders, thinking about the times our school does that too. -banish it for goodness sake

spare these kids eambarrassement please

The school has been a total bore and i cant help but to just complain complain complain. Life of a student is awful and it just goes like that towards studies -------- blank and emptiness. Everyone needs some spices in school life dont we? - adds spice and sugar. Crosscountry is coming in no time, i feel no thrill in running really. China service learning is counting down its days fast too, and shouldnt i be excited? I miss chapel in thai -random rantings

did i mention? I got mango top with clara on saturday too. The converse shoe had to run out of my size, fated it seems to be. I need to soak myself in a tub of steaming hot water to rid my stress rashes -ahhhh such pleasures. I suddenly decided to do the Singapore's heritage through the years for my art that has been left abandoned for days. Inspiration came from the coffee center at tiong plaza, reminded me of scouting chinatown last year for pictures of old and new improved buildings.

Life has percieved to be like a luckydraw scratchcard. Where you never knew whats behind and having human nature, being ever so eager to figure out whats underneath the silver piece of paper where you fished out fifty cent coins to scratch just to find out "thankyou and please try again".

So life is all about tryouts, this age period where you get to know yourself more and more. Its intresting, doesnt it? We've seen how much changes we gone through since the start of secondary school, physical and emotional changes. Yes, I have changed in physical features alot and thats a good thing, but my attitude seems to stink from worst to worst. At times, it even feels like i am not living life on my own weirdly.

somethings we take for granted, we can also lose it. Agree?

I was telling e-von about some SELF-TANNING?! mousse yesterday which i gorge out from seventeen issues. It makes one glow with pretty pretty to die for tanns alright, but you must keep applying. I would ever ever wish to own one of those but the price wasnt that pleasant to my ' aim for cheap things ' eyes. So, I guess i just have to wait for a few more weeks to have a date with my mr sun -oh ho ho ho Just a trip down to sentosa with hopefully a nice bod, get a die for tann before i head for china and have really bad hair for those dry weather. That i like so very much

I am starting to realised that the learning style think is true and good hmmms. In a weird way, it states i couldnt concentrate in cold places and i always study in cold places, air-conditioned to full blast perhaps. Maybe my mind freezes at that temperature, really. I shall try study downstairs among the greens and wind sometimes. A new change always helps i guess.

Went down to holland in cab to study at my oh so lovely burger king which i feel so cheated and dumb for not buying the student meal and paying more for it. But nevertheless, less is good for my dietary habits recently. I must make myself go gym at keast three times a week. Laziness is getting on me, plus the gym is like nine floors down only not like those you have to take bus and all. -sighs sighs

Gosh, such a word-load post up here, dont worry the next will be filled with visuals i hope

alrighto. I think i better go drown myself into chem revision notes now.