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Tuesday, July 26 7:16 PM


wipe away the tears, those hands of comfort.

Emotions ; a feeling of expression.
i felt really down throughout the day
you may say that the whether's been bad.
i'll give you a straight no.

why can't some people realise their mistake.
why can't some people just stop hurting others.
why can't some people stop irritating others.
why can't some people just stop LYING.
why can't some people understand.
why can't some people be more
sensitive to the feelings of others.
why cant some people believe?
believe in me.

I just couldn't care less.
i shoulnt be so affected.
its hard to change, to a
character that suit others.
i'll just be who i really am.

i managed to pour out some
to shumei on our way home.
she does know my situation,
but not the way i feel inside.
i let out tears, i need comfort.
(i'm going to proof them wrong!)

i'm sorry for this awful post.

its just a day to let it out out.
and unfortunately, this is it.
clueless abt it, forget abt it.
no questions, just leave it.


"There's a love that could fall down like rain,
let forgiveness wash away the pain."
yes, posted it in my earlier post.
now i finally understood the meaning.

my whole day was rather a major turn-off.
tired, drained, stressed-out, emotional.
chemistry, why can't you all just believe?
never heard of the word : " TRIED" ?
i'm sick of all these.

I've been trying so hard, day after day.
i persist on, i tried to study smart.
i've done my best, i've put in all.
i've even took the extra efforts.
no one will believe right?
RIGHT?

loved