Strapped down by worldly pressures, triggering a train of undesirable thoughts. Continual audacity at free-flow dispense; images that brought a great rush of emotion spinning at a repeat mode. A sense of fear and wild imaginations spoke vividly in her mind. It's true, of what she always thought was false. There was not a single doubt; she was right all along. Cliche spells no longer used. Now that i have learnt, it no longer meant a thing. Silhouettes of solace built with effortlessness as bliss toppled on its solid pillars. I'll still be there, a friend always. It is true that the more you ponder hard, the harder the rope tightens around frustration resulting in ways you never expect. How i wish i could use emery-paper to smoothen your rough edges. No, we agreed that everyone should be who you are and not change for somebody who does not deserve it.
Sometimes, I've found the quiet soul within me. Laziness becomes so much part of it. Long forgotten days are those marked with stress. Sigh. I want back that sensation of achievement. Though unattentiveness was caught during chapel, little glimpse which i've learnt that forgiveness is virtuous and magnanimous, and it packs itself with love. Forgiveness is a very special gift from God. It speaks of no hatred. But many a times, it is hard to forgive when a person has wronged you several times. We all wish that we could forgive right? But it's never easy. A step at a time, that is all it takes.
The lazy and tiring walk back from the MRT was rather amusing with two st.m girls chattering about bulging fats if someone wearing a cleavaging bikini. It was the most hilarious thing i heard, especially when they hadn't realise their voice was booming loud with great emotions and hand gestures. hahaha. Their english was so powerful as they described the body fats. How i wonder i could describe that much about fats in such a sarcastic tone. HAHA. I ought to be off doing my poster.
see ya loves! (:
