
Wednesday, July 6 8:13 PM
Surrounded by the skeletals of truth and shame, a thousand faces urged her to resist the currents that had been pushing her backwards. Marbles fall out of place as she tried hard to get them in order; the decieving game of solitaire. The currents swept strongly as her energy and strength was starting to deteriorate. Not even the float could lift her back to safety. There, she let out helpless cries in desperation. Breaths of struggle transformed into lethargic surrender. The cold, suffering silence. Incessant screams held her tight. Shut-eyed, tear-soaked, mascara-smudged, it was only determination that will strengthen her boundary.
Her legs were too exhausted yet scampered great distances. They were those white walls you always faced. Nevertheless, they chased and chased, no matter how you kept fleeing. For a second, she fell on the soft ground of sinking sand; those dangerous escapes. With no resuring hand, she gasps for air but the mud diffuses into her breathing. Too late for words. Turning emotions, whirls back for repeat mode. Mindless thoughts; overflowing gratitude. To all who stands by. Watching and helping. (:
Give me back my sweet surrender.
loved