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Tuesday, June 21 12:20 PM


Even if i'm hanging by the thread... you'll be there right?

oh boy, i feel so whatever. sometimes, my emotion just grab hold of me. WHATEVER. i hate my posts being so sort of depressing. It gives such a sucky feeling. anyway, i didn't update freq cause i find my diary more private and convenient. Hi hi hi hi my diary.

One more week, i'll be sitting on the bench of fairfield. Oh, this is so stressful. Everyone's pack their bags except me. My clothes are still visable throughout the apartment. I can wait for thurs went we are getting out of this apartment to a better hotel in Tokyo. And friday, ahhhhhh... a stressfree day.

I picture that on monday, i'll be miss santaclause. i tell you i was so sad yesterday. down to the dumps madam. I dropped my pretty metallic wallet i just bought two weels ago and the click button dropped out. now it cant be fixed! I was really sad. big time. and it cause my $37 flowing from my pockets. sad story huh?

(sad. happy. happy. excited. depressed. none.) you decide.

and i found a solution. Reading the dictionary seems great for me to indulge when i've suffering from (&%$@^&) times. hahahaha.and see what i've found reading a dictionary for half an hour. actually i found lots of intresting words... good for compo. but this is one intresting one.

mad cow disease : bovine spongiform encephalopathy !!!

by now, i want to disappear from the earth.

loved