i'll build your dreams with these two hands

i'm so lovin'
hot pink and lime green and aquamarine
now my next layout will be so striking.

okays im trying to update now.
i have not been updating for a long time.its so good. anyway, tml have to go back to school for art.such a spoiler. really made an achievement in art tday. i finished my leg sculpture all in an hour! excluding the veins which is an easy task.i'll try completing it by tml i guess. i'm gonna stress out all and work hard for art in order to finish it before may, best if its earlier.

i just recieved such a wonderful news. MY COUSIN'S COMING TO SINGAPORE IN JULY! but its not a great time to come cause prelims and all. they are now trying to change to dec. hope hope. (: i miss them truckloads! mum said might be able to go australia with them at the end of the year if plans and all are confirmed. i cant wait if its true. and i can pull my daring cousins along for thrills in aust! maybe, bungee-jumping or even sky-diving i might come. haha.

seriously, last few days have been pretty bad for me. on tuesday, was the worst day ever. just got scolded by mdm lim. i think i mentioned it before but draft it. tday she seemed weird. she's guilty she blamed me thats why. haha.that was a assumption. she kinda kept smiling during art. and did not even scold me when i had no research and stuffs. weird but good like this.

our class went to see ms lim tday or rather ms lim came to see us. either way. talked to us about n level and stuffs. just realised deeply how important that exam is to me. i have never ever thought how this exam could play such a big role this year in my life. i just felt so stressed. now i've been realising i've actually slacked for 2 months! time to buck up, miss. but i knw i am trying hard. look at my sciences. i've never passed since sec2. and one big improvement now. i passed. not high. just pass. i was so exhilarated and over the moon during phy class upon knwing my overall marks for combined sciences.may not be a big deal to many. they might think, pass then pass lah, so what? but that not what i think. i made an improvement and i must acknowledge it to help me work harder and carry on striving for the very best.

to some people, life is full of challenges and competetance. aganist each other and stuffs. too me, life is not really a challenge against each other.i just realise that no matter who you challenge with, within yourself, you are your greatest challenger. at the very end, it all boils down to you and only you.

was talking to mum over that n and o level issue. was telling her alot of what ifs. and i knw my family will always be supporting me no matter how well or bad i do. she assured me. and i also knw i can be assured that God has created a path for me. though i may stumble at some point in time, i knw He leads the way for me. my life is like this dark road in the forest that you never knw where it leads to.only God knws. cause He is the light that shines the right and safe path for me to follow. though i do not knw where it leads to, i knw there is God always there whom i can really trust and all i need to do is dedicate my life to Him and follow Him.

went to mainey's hse yesterday. the girl i haven been catching up with her since last july or agust i think. that's like super long. haha. went her house after school. we chat alot and watched ladder 49. that show seriously made me super confused but it was nice. and she's going kota tinggit next month. haha. gave her tips. haha.

i had to do some shopping at town really badly. my wishlist is piling high. haha.i want that retro bangle. hot pink, white and black from cactus & pine. super ex.but i still will get it cause i wanted it like super long ago. stella wanted it too. she wanted that 6.90 one. haha.that's far too expensive.we were like talking about it in art. super retro or purelyretro. haha. my fav phrase. and shumei said she can help me subsidise this bag i wanted like dying-ly mad. the one of people's faces in the teens mag. guess i'm gonna get those in the course of this week. sunday(: and the list continues. i find it stupid writing it here. haha.

the news in the morning was super sad. hope the family still hangs on. just reminds me of my art work. fragile! i think i did a good theme. haha. this post is really long. guess i just needa stop.