hey man! back to blog. haha. i just love this terminal font.so cool but so small.just went to buy my book, now i got book to read for orca. oh yeah. my brother's birthday tday. hb!! cant wait for saturday, going out to town with clara, my crazy stella and jinli. tday's phys practical was fun. did some static experiment. haha. tried to make my hair stand but failed cause i was scared of the sparks when you put your hand on that ball thing. and my grp people keep shocking me by zapping me.arghs. bought this swensens ice cream!! cake for my brother. surprise him. shd be coming hme soon.
random thoughts:
just thoughts arh.note this, i am not trying to gain sympathy or whatever or want people to tag me saying :" hey you alright anot?" and blah blahs. okay, during some lessons, which for some reason i wont say, i will feel arghs.. i don't know hopw to describe.but i just hate it.not gonna type what happened cause it will be too direct yahs. but pretty annoyed. arghs.. and i just feel sense of loneliness sometimes inside. people frm my class, dun go ard trying to see which lesson i wont talk or feel lonely arh.that's not the pt. so what if you knw? bingo!! just feel a little upset when people do things against my league.or how shd i say? ... frm that particular lesson, i felt this towards myself. am i that bad influence? am i having that bad attitude when i hate that subj? (im trying) am i such failure to everyone? am i an influence to you that pulls your grades down? am i really that bad? is my image that bad to you? am i? am i? if you think i am a bad influence, go ahead and stay away frm me. (not pin-pointing at anyone) just casual qns. ANSWER ME!!i am created this way. don't qn me. i can change if you want me too.but will that bring me happiness? change to suit the image that you want me so you wont be ashamed.