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Sunday, September 19 9:11 PM


i knw some people hate me
some people cant stand me
i dont bother.
i knw God still cares abt me and loves me alot.
He knws im really sorry and He has plans for me.
as a christian, we do thru alot of trials.
these are jus one of tha many trials i've been thru.
you hate me for al i care.
just too let you knw, i'm hurt enough.
stop hurting me.
you all say i suck up to Gaby.
you can go ahead and think this way.its you.
im really not angry.
i donte hate or cant stand any of you.
i already knw my mistake.
i already said im wrong.
if you donte wanna knw what mistakes you have, i also donte knw.
cos im not you.
i donte wanna break this friendships anymore.
i knw its already been broken.
im sry.i really am.
is it so difficult to forgive me and stop saying me.
you knw u have already hurt me enough?
you can say at my back, but stop hurting me like typing in ur blog and stuffs.
i din blog abt you and make u feel bad.
its only between me and gaby.
i knw u wanna tel the world how bad i am.
but seriosly, this is nt the way.

i love you Lord, i want you to be with me and help me overcome it all.
i really donte understand y they are all shooting at me.
im just so hurt, was in pain.
Lord, You saw me cry when i was worshipping You.
im sorry Lord, but i was really hurt.
i hope You really help me.
Lord i knw You understand.
thks for helping me.
the message was really what i needed.
Lord, i love You so much.
You have everything plan for me.
and that verse i happen t flip thru.
it was way encouraging.
thks Lord.
Lord i knw You are always with me.
help me Lord not to do any more wrong things.

loved