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Friday, August 20 6:03 PM


my life flows on
in endless song


it's raining.how nice.perfect wheather to sleep.was friggin` pissed after school. im so sorry jinli, clara shumei and stella. showed attitude to you guys. cos of that r and d. i want to wash my hands off it right now. ANYTHING I DO DOESNT SEEM RIGHT! so whats the point of me doing anything? i did fliming, and it wasted my bloody effort and bloody time! what the!! is like friggin` what mans.im not going to do any more thing and thats FINAL! dont blame me! i've had enough! i've been tryin` to get things started because everythings so screwed!!i've been tryin tryin but all this came to no avail and it all just go down the drain. worst to worst is, i'll break away from tha group and do an individual work. isnt that better? at least my parents could help me rather then i start to do somethings and in the end, it all just simply goes down the drain! and i practically dun do anything for tha grp. dad's coming back on monday, guess he'll help me. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND!! the guys are just simply better off then us. they had already comnplketed theirs! bet we are tha lousiest grp, uncooperative and does nothing, maybe abit only. its not that i want to say, but its the fact isnt it? PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!! why whywhy do i get so frustrated easily? WHY???its just this stupid project and i get so worked up over it! arghs. falling into stress!!! ahhh!! but i have been mugging lately.stress stress stress!!!!!this is tha most terrible year i had in my entire life! -arghs. I DUNNO WHAT TO DO NOW! why does life just have to seem so unfair and complicated? its like a maze i walking through. taking a step at each time.im now at the hardest level of the maze, im not moving anywhere cos im not sure. stuck and not taking any chances. class din win for the bizwiz challenge! we just have to accept tha fact.
EVERYTHINGS CHANGING! im as well.i dunno wad to do, im in a total confusion. i hate my inner frustrations! LORD, i really need you now. i want you to guide me through this maze!

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