
shheks. im feeling broken and shattered. like what my art piece.it says it all .what bothers. oh well, supposed to be studying history for tomorrow's test. and maths test.feeling so saggered and tired of everything. all the dumb tests and stuffs. making me go completely insane. actually, its such a relieve. from this big bag load of burdens. going for a week's break. obs. woohoo. getting my mind of everything.at least, a long break. but i know i'll be tired after i come back. more homeworks and tests i miss. and extra lessons. gosh! run away? isnt it the best situation. heex. well, im not going to do that of course. it's insane. i need a home, a shelter. better leave all this to God. i always feel secure when God's around. reminding me of that song, security. Lord, you are my security. once i come back from obs, guess im gonna help out for the family day on the day i actually come back. im so excited about it. got a super good feeling our class's stall is going for it! haunted house, isnt it cool. yah, but i know, i;ll be dead beat when i come back. so exciting. i'll leave everything to God, for he know's best! gonna last the last revision for history test. need a pass so that i wont stay back after school everyday for extra lesson if i fail history. wanted to do the survey qns for rnd. i wanted to do it out of my own will, okay? but since gabrielle said she din me to do it so, ..okay!! i wanted to help out yah? haha. cos no one's making any progress. just concerned. time's almost up and we;ve like made no improvements. i've got nothing to say sometimes. just.. no comments.