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Monday, July 12 8:28 PM


i was really not myself today. i was a completely diff person from what i use to be. the crappy, happy amanda to this gloomy 'dunno-who' person.please bear with me.guess this would last quite long til i get over it. i feeling so unwell now.as in phyically sick and not emotionally sick, get it? haha:)
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i cant pretend that im alright, cos im really not. there's no point decieving myself.
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went for syf exhibition today.was late cos i got that obs briefing thing thn got no time to eat.went to eat with olivia and samantha.got on the bus late, but not as late as stella and gracia. hahaha. the bus went of without them.haha!! jinli saved a place for me, but mdm lim din let me sit, so i did sit thn.called and chat with joanne.was sheding tears as i told her something." sheding tears or tearing? whatever. i dunno " she was comforting me on the bus. thks girl! gracia called me and ask where's the bus. the bus had left like so long ago. hees.so they took mrt here. they were fast. was glad they came. or i'll be like some lone shit.actually, not really. was with cassie and suriani. saw this painting of an extremly fat lady.me and cassie laughed like some crazy girls. we were at that point in time. yeaps, went to sit down somewhere after, thn garcia and stella came. sat outside, we talked and ate cheese sandwiches.thks stella cus she bought them.went back to sch. find joanne.
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went jp with pauline, kelly and joanne.pauline told me something really funny. i laughed like siao. she shd have show me the pic, and i would laugh even more. vickie came back to school today. yeaps:) vickie know my prob as well!! ahhhaaa.. jo??!!!! haahaha, nvm.kelly was telling me, if we are lucky , we might be able to see jonathan and darren. and we were some lucky chics. we saw there at the food court. gosh!! jonathan's so tall!! manns, his 174, or whatever. forget already. know he wasnt that tall before he left for aust. guys shoot up fast , aren't they? hahaha. went toy 'r' rus. took lots of pictures with the stuff toys. especially that crazy pauline. so crazy arhs!!!:) after that i had to go home. and pauline was like saying im taking train to japan and that mrt is the airport, whether my passport got chop anot. ahhh!!!! too crappy already! :)

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