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Sunday, July 11 9:54 PM


everything's gonna be fine i hope.really dun want to go school tml.i really dont want.i tried but i simply cant forget it.maybe i should just concentrate on my work and think of nothing else.went church today, vanessa was there! long time no see.sat down and chat with her before assembly started.well, she's getting along fine.hees.she also went obs in feb.she said it was really fun:) i hope so too when i go.haven seen her since feb8 according to her. yeaps. :) my brother's friend had chicken pox. maybe my brother also have cus they just saw each other yest. i want chicken pox.dont needa go school. i dun wanna go.im crazy, want to have chicken pox. i really cant be myself again. im trying hard to smile to be myself, but i just cant. im just deeply hurt. it's just enough enough already. i cant stand it any longer, what if one day, i just break down and cry? i feel like crying everytime, but i cant. im strong and i hope i will still remain strong to pull myself through this.thank you eunice for being there to me everytime.almost cried when i poured out everything to her. i'll be fine soon. trying to let this go smoothly like the way they are.though i may forget it one day, but the scars still remain. im sorry for those who dunno what emotional struggle im going through, thanks for your concerns. i wont tell anyone in sch what all this is about. but pls bear with me when i show attitude in sch.
i struggling to overcome it. the Lord will help me and guide me through this rocky path,i know.

loved