is it so hard to say SORRY
*utterly frustrated by today

IT'S FRUSTRATING!
FRUTRATING FRUSTRATING!
SO SO FRUSTRATING!
sickening days arent over yet.
not as i thought it would be.
*cried//teared this morning.
that beaver OW is all to blame.
just this morning.
a happy wonderful morning SPOILED!!!
went locker this morning.
HOW I WISH I NEVER WENT LOCKER!!
called me in.
kind of scolded me cus he lost some stack of hist ws.
said i gave it to him.
said it was not with him.
argued back with him.
say that it was with him.
keep giving me that attitude look
and say that im trying to blame him and all CRAP!
WHEN ON EARTH DID I SAY I BLAME HIM
NOTHING LIKE THAT WENT THROUGH MY MIND!!
after he say that i blame him
i really thought through it!
indeed i should blame him.
WHAT A DECIEVING LIE!!!
WHAT AN ACT YOU PUT!!!
scold me cos i did give him.
OH! YA RIGHT!!
recess time as usual got that self study thing.
GOSHHHHH!!!!
HE FOUND THAT STACK OF PAPERS!!!
SCOLD ME FOR NOTHING!!
got super pissed.
NO APOLOGY SOMEMORE
TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE!!

ART!

stella and gabby told mdm lim
that samantha whose in SYF
use SYF as an excuse as she din do maths
that mr chia gave us for hw for 2 weeks.
mdm lim heard wrongly.
she thought was me!
she said:"AMANDA!!HOW CAN YOU USE SYF AS AN EXCUSE
THAT YOU NEVER DO HOMEWORK AND YOU ARE NOT EVEN IN SYF!!!"
you should be there to look at my face!
the rest keep saying it's samantha and not me!
OF COURSE IT'S NOT ME!
c'mon man! i did my work.
who would ever want to use SYF as an excuse
summore im not in SYF!
AND THE WORST PART!!!!!
NO SORRY!!!
2 times in a row.
i have to bear all this!!!!
and its from teachers somemore!!!

is it so hard just to say sorry???
cant you teachers just say sorry?
we students have FEELINGS too!
if your vocabulary words are so wide,
why isnt the word
the most important word
SORRY in there.
it's not to late to include the word in now!!!
SO HURRY!!!
what are you waiting for!!!
GIVE ME A BREAKK!!!
what's the problem man!!
encountering mistakes,
i HARDLY hear any word SORRY
from your mouths!!
its not only teachers.
others as well
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!
ENOUGH!!!ENOUGH!!!!

i know that some may say
that why i dont show respect to teachers.
i do show them.
but what do i get in return??
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!
NOTHING AT ALL!!!!
maybe only to some teachers.
*thinking abt the past*
*when mrs maria tan was so nice to me
no teacher was that nice to me as she was*
-miss dulaoshi.
-miss mrs maria tan.
I WANT DULAOSHI BACK!!1
I WANT HER TO BE OUR FORM TEACHER AGAIN!!!

i mean sometimes you must look at situations.
who's in the wrong in the first place?
if the teacher is at fault,
what you expect me to do?
at least,give me back a SORRY!
you think i have no feelings is it?
*goes to some people as well*
say the wrong name after hearing wrongly,
there's no apology issit?
cant find the papers,scold me.
no apology.no nothing.

CURSE ME ALSO!!!
have enough of taking all these from you.
say i drop back down.
c'mon!! people work so hard just to come up
and you curse people with 3 words
"go back down".
that was so HURTFUL!!
no one except you ever ever said that to me.
and your a TEACHER.
bad example.
i thought that teacherts should give students encouragement?
BUT NO!!!
what you take me for?
A TOTAL FOOL??
what does it takes to say "IM SORRY?"
A MILLION BUCKS??
sobs.sobs
im in a total daze.
trying to cool down now.